thugs get lonely 2

"I think i miss Saskatoon so much because the dayz where so careless it was living care free party on the weekend come home at 3 in the morning you where in high school i was working part time, we where living the dream ..all the awhile i was thinking of chasing the dream...but i think it’s time that now we had to move on your going to university and am working full time “trying” to save money you know of course am going to think of the dayz where i used to wake up at 1pm and call you up at and kick it all day. Of course when i wake up at 8am to work for eight hours am going to think of the dayz we had the nights driving through McDonald drive thru. We knew it wouldn’t last forever because we were literally in a drive thru, the drive thru of life! But we didn’t lose everything my friend the most important part was us making memories which we did memoires i can run back to .But One day will make more of those memories and add them to our catalogue."
-Q

I had to.

how I feel about everything at this point in my life

"I used to want this thing forever y’all can have it back"

"drift through the sky, trips to Dubai"

moments in love

Maestro Knows - Episode 7 (South Africa) from Maestro Knows on Vimeo.

".. but until you're there, and it's straight in front of you, you can't feel what it's like.." "..it's a feeling and an emotion you'll never forget."
Maestro goes really deep on this one. Wow!
We should always appreciate what we have, before it's gone.

Maestro Knows - Episode 9 (Nike Campus) from Maestro Knows on Vimeo.

Amazing!

they want me to go, I'm already gone

"I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory." -The Diving Bell and the Butterfly

where you go is what you do

When Lost Will You Find Me?
Nab

_________

Tina Chow

(seaofshoes)

She's on the cover of Vogue Paris!
xo

aloha

It's so weird how drastically everything changes as soon as you get a boyfriend. It's as if something really makes you happy you have to lose something else that makes you really happy. I don't get how nothing can ever balance? Am I not trying hard enough, I hope not because I need you back in my life like we used to be. I've noticed that whenever we go out of class to talk and catch up EVERYONE has to fucking leave class to and lurk. Like did we ask? NO.



why am I so worried about losing you? I don't get it, I know you're always there for me.


I know how much you love Blondie.
(thanks for the two pictures Hawlin)

Anyways, my weekend was pretty exciting haha I obviously hung out with Rudy and Dakota and Jessica. Yesterday I met Rudy's mum for the first time. The first thing I do is I let the cat out! The one that isn't allowed to go outside! So I had to go chase it...second thing that happens is his mum walks in on me and him, while he has a sombrero on his head and my boobs are exposed. SUPER. JUST FUCKING GREAT! But it was a good time and we laughed it off.

I have an interview at Underground on Tuesday at 4pm! I kicked in my washing machine because I got in a fight with my mom. Hahaha.
My life isn't tooooo exciting.

I NEEEEEE33333D A NEW PHONE!
I really wish I got to go to New York Fashion Week :(






xo
FABIEN

dear Fabien

This is for you, for us. Listen.
I'm speechless, I don't know what to say anymore.
I miss you, where ever I go people asks me why I'm not with you, ye it doesn't make sense to me - remember, we'd hang out and then as soon as we were apart you'd call me, facebook, all that technology bullshit just so we can feel together. Where did all that go? "You're always on my mind while I'm racing, while I'm paper chasing."
Forgive me for the distance but it's not the end, we've got from here to forever.


love how this blog always bring us together,
I have your NY hoodie btw.

I've never been good with words. Sorry.

I thought by writing something long with big words would explain to you my recent behavior. But to be honest there is no explanation, I'm growing up. I know you may not like this or it may seem to you that I'm being "self absorbed" but I just had to figure somethings out when I got back. I'm trying to make myself proud of me...I mean I can barely make anyone proud of me so why not make me proud of me? And I just don't get why you would lash out on me like that. I mean you're so stubborn and I know you know this. Sometimes you say things to me that hurt me but I never say anything, you know why? Because that's who you are, I've grown to love that insensitive turd and this isn't most of the time but you do have your moments. This isn't some paragraph that I'm writing because I'm sorry or because I'm mad at you. I'm just sad that we're going through this rough patch in our relationship. I miss you. Just thinking about you not being in my life makes me sick, it does, my heart goes all weird and it's just retarded. I cannot live without you in my life. I hope you realize this. The only reason I bring the "other friends" in our arguments is cause I'm jealous of how much attention they get from you. It feels like they matter more than I do. And I'm not saying I matter more than them. But they get to be with you more than me, and talk to you, and just be in your presence. And it seems like I'm the one that always fucks things up between us. I don't know, I just want to talk to you. Like really talk to you. Without anyone else around but me and you.
Where's my Nabil at? I know she's still there. That Nabil that used to sneak me smokes from her work and we'd tear shit up in Sobey's. You know that Nabil. I know everyone hates seeing us together. I've realized why. Because our shits so pure. It's retarded. I've never been so honest with someone. And come on you have to admit that shit where we finish each others sentences and say the same thing at the exact same time or think the exact same thing is kind of fucking weird and it proves to us that we're much much more than just friends.

I don't know, you may not of liked that I wrote this. But I had to get it out some how.

I have something to tell you and I need to give you your gift.

I think it's a matter of love, the more you love a memory, the stronger and stranger it is.

real talk

Rasina Atwal: Zainab Hasoon, I love you and I love how we have shared Kanye, Weezy (I'm still gonna count it), Rock the Bells, and now Hov together.

Life in Calgary keeps getting better, I mean ye I hate it sometimes
but I have met some of the most interesting and amazingly fucked up people here,
I started to love this city because of them!


Never let it go- Fabolous kills it, look out for his new album- Loso's Way.
http://limelinx.com/files/c3b66d9b59f0069bjavascript:void(0)b49046121c50a8c2

no big deal

P.S.
Alexi wrote me back look!

Re: ‏
From: alexi wasser (boycrazyalexi@gmail.com)
Sent: August 31, 2009 12:14:55 AM
To: Nina Kola (nina_kola@hotmail.com)

thanks for your e-mail! give me your mailing address and i can send you stickers and buttons to put up/pass out EVERYWHERE! xoxo


On Sun, Aug 30, 2009 at 11:11 PM, Nina Kola wrote:

Alexi,

I just read your post and I know this may be a foolish question but I live in Canada...yes pretty far. But I was still wanting to help in some sort of way. I mean I do already follow your blog and tell people about it, but maybe I can do more?

- Nina


I love my life.

if you love me, this is how you let me know, never let me go

"She’s the girl that I met at 13. She was clever. Smart, and automatically gave me her heart. She was brilliant. And beautiful. She understood my thoughts. She made me love her. It was amazing.

I moved. Boys talked to her.She didn’t listen. Until I told her I was involved with someone, at the time. Then she walked around with heels dancing on all the boys’ hearts. She still loved me, and I still had her heart - but somewhere along the way she decided if I wasn’t in, she wouldn’t be neither. And through time, we learned to remember what our love meant - and what it’ll always mean. But as usual, when a good girl turns bad, she’s bad forever. All the boys still speak to her, she still doesn’t listen. But she’s the girl at the party who won’t dance with you, but when she’s on the dance floor, you’ll be glad you witnessed."

I don't know who wrote this, but wow.


This is for you, you and you.

Nabil:


Fabien:

man I love college

sorry for the fewer updates people, we've been busy with school and catching up and what not! so grade 12 has started for Nabil and I and I'm pretty sure we're both very content with our schedules and what not and so far we haven't ditched. So go us!
Nabil has a job now too, she works at the shoe company. I have to make a new resume since I don't think I know where my old one is? Lame. But whatever, anyway I'm really proud of her and the fact that she's a working girl, going to be balancing school and work...maybe even a new boy? AAAAAAYHHHHH ;)... just kidding it's Ramadan so maybe afterwards?