7.09.2009

"I’ve moved around quite a bit. I have friends in different continents. Made friends in different schools, different cities. It’s just how it’s always been. Knowing that I moved a lot, from a very early age, I learned not to hate anyone but to only love a few. That’s how it’s always been. And now my closest friends don’t all live in the same city. It’s crazy when I think about it. But when it comes to girls it’s been that same way. I know a lot of em, but I’ve only had like 2 girls that I could truly call mine - and they could call me theirs. And one of them, I grew up with. That’s not to say I haven’t known some exceptional girls, I have. But I was very stupid early on - I remember being 11 and surprised when a girl I went to school with, started asking me to go on walks with her during recess. And growing up, it sorta felt like that. Girls always wanting to go on some sort of emotional adventure. I couldn’t handle it, I met people, pushed them out, met other people, pushed them out. It wasn’t until like last year, that I really started to grow.. the fuck up. lol basically. But all this to say, I need a partner man. Someone that I could click with on a mental level. Cause truth be told, physically, emotionally..I connect with most of the girls I meet. It’s their lack of dept that takes way from the other things - and causes me to leave. So yah, a partner. That’s what I need."

At some point we all feel tha same way.

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